If I ever have to .../anxiety, depression

[Gowermom3]

have another tooth pulled I will beg to be put to sleep for the two weeks of recovery. I wish it were that easy. I finally do not have to relay on pain pills and can eat normal food again(just have to clean it out) I have been so out of normal that I have not even gotten on the computer for the two weeks.

I will not be going back and responding to all of the stuff I missed but it sure sounds like you all had a great Easter and have been enjoying the weather. I have been reading what everybody has been up to and feel good I am still normal in a nonnormal world. I guess

I was going to have repeat blood work done at the end of March but the tooth thing stopped that fast, so I went to the doctor yesterday finally(that's another story) and discuessed what has been going on so we are going to wait another month to do the test, so any of this stuff will have time to clean out in my body before.

I had to get my perscriptions refilled but since they needed doctor approval I had to make an appointment to see her. I also had to go in every other day to the dentist to recheck everything to make sure it was healing proper. I wanted to talk to the doctor that has been working with me all winter. I could not go to the lady doctor because she was overbooked and I had not payed my bill up to date so I chose to see the doctor that has a walk in clinic which is were I am going now. Just stick with me and I will explane

The lady doctor is the one that has been taking care of my antidepressants and all of that stuff. She finally told my yesterday to save my money and time and confusion from all the doctors and go with the walk in clinic that he could do my rx's for me.

I am happy since I am not crazy for her any, she is good but quick. I like slow and understanding.

The doctor's offices are all located in our hospital which is small and dubs as a rest home for elderly. The ER is not even open we have to call in if we need to go, then we end up sitting forever until the doctors can decide what they want to do. If it is serious they are fast if not they take their sweet butt time getting to see us. I know this is out there but it all is necessary to tell you what made me so flaming mad yesterday.

Our walk in clinic is only open three days a week so I went in Tuesday to see the doctor and tell him about my tooth and see if he still wanted to do that blood work, and see if he would be able to take over my perscriptions. He was not in so I made an appoitment for Wednesday, which I missed because I got my times mixed up, The doctor I wanted to see was not in so I was told by the recpetionist that he will call me Thursday and we can talk over the phone then if I needed to come in I could.

I went into the dentist office for the last time, everythig is good, then had the appoitment with the lady doctor (which was scedualed before the tooth thing) so I figured that since I was in the same building I would stop and see if my walk in doctor could see me. The recetionist was rude to me and told me she would give him another message to call me, I just saw him in the hall and he said to go check in and he will get to me. That didn't happen. I left, went home took a nap then got up and he still had not called me so I went back to the clinic and wanted to talk to him now and would sit and wait for him to have time to see me. I was not going to leave until I got to talk to him and get my perscriptions figured out. I have anxiety and depression so I need to know everything is going to be ok and have everything planned before it is to late. That lady at the counter was still rude to me and told me to wait and she would talk to the doctor and see if he had time to see me today.

This is what I wanted in the first place, so she left told him whatever and came back and told me to come up and I would have an appoitment for (like she said Right NOW ) so I finally got in to see the man doctor that is now going to take care of everything, he is the one that has been dealing with my sickness anyway. He was very nice to me, said we will wait for the blood work one more month and he will call in my refills today Friday. I asked him if he was mad at me because I was being pushy but he said no so I told him how the lady up front treated me, he said he would take care of everyting.

I have never felt so violated in my life and treated like I was stupid or something. I was so hurt I just wanted to cry.

Is this ok that I got that upset over the doctor thing? It is that important to me to have my meds on time because I fall apart if I don't

Thanks for letting me vent it off and understanding what I am going through.