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03-24-2016, 10:31 AM | #1 |
Rose Bouquet
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Freedom post-BabyWise
I have a 6.5 year old son and 1 month year old daughter. When I was a new mom with my son, I was sucked into thinking BabyWise was the "Christian" way to go for caring for a newborn. (I'll paste my full story about my son at the end of this post).
I wanted to share this today with any other moms who are recovering from or considering BabyWise. I am marveling at the difference in my approach and the results with my new baby daughter of doing a more AP-style of parenting. I feel so competent as a mom and so much more free (I can't think of another way to express it). From almost the moment my daughter was born, I've been nursing, holding, and soothing her in a way that feels so very natural. I have been sleeping SO MUCH better with my daughter (I remember falling asleep in the shower after I had my son because I was so exhausted). My daughter and I have co-slept from the beginning, and she sleeps better and longer than my son every did, and I also sleep astronomically better than I did with my son- I think both because I can side-lie nurse her at night without fully waking up (and can drift off to sleep with her when she finishes, taking advantage of those sleep-inducing breast-feeding hormones for me) and because I feel so much less worried having her right next to me versus having her in a crib apart from me. I am so much less anxious overall now- I go to the store, out for walks, and to events at my son's school because I know if she gets hungry or fussy I can nurse her. I am not a slave to some arbitrary 3-hour feedings schedule (and guess what-- for the past 2 weeks at the beginning of the night she has started sleeping for a 3.5-5 hour stretch; she's then up every 2-2.5 hours until morning, but I think because I am nursing her on demand all day and cluster feeding her, at her request, in the early evening, she is just ready to have a little longer stretch at night). But even if that changes, and she wakes up more, I know that I can easily and quickly meet her needs and settle her by nursing. All that fear and anxiety has been replaced by a (mostly-- she's still a baby and has fussy periods especially in the evenings) happy baby and a confident mom. She's gaining weight beautifully and I am not suffering from any of the PPD symptoms I had when my son was little. When we were in the hospital after birth, the nurses called my room the "Zen" room and said they knew there was an expert mom in there. I don't think I'm an expert at all and trust me, people in my life don't usually describe me as "Zen" at ALL- but I knew that it was ok to nurse and cuddle and love on my sweet baby girl as much as I wanted to, and I think she sensed that I was going to be there and respond to her needs. I hope that this little testimony is helpful to another mom out there like me who was so worried about "doing it right" the first time. Caring for a little baby is exhausting and frustrating sometimes, no matter what approach to parenting you use, but I can say from personal experience that an AP approach has led to incredible results thus far for both myself and my daughter as compared to the absolute hell I felt I was living in when I tried to follow BabyWise. (My full BabyWise story is pasted below here for your reference). Babywise Stole Precious Weeks BabyWise stole many precious weeks from me in the beginning of my son's life. I wish I could have just loved on him without all the fear that Ezzo put into me about creating a spoiled baby. When I found out I was pregnant with my son, I sought the advice out of women that I knew and respected who had children. My own mom died when I was 19, and I felt truly lost as I searched for the "right" way to be a mom. One of the friends I turned to was a college friend who had four children at the time. She recommended BabyWise, so I read it and it sounded like such a logical plan. I grew up in an Evangelical home and attended an Evangelical college, and Ezzo's admonitions against being "humanistic" in our parenting practices really resonated with me. When he contrasted the [false] paradigms of doing it his way, which would lead to a respectful, God-fearing, obedient child OR doing as those indulgent, undisciplined people who nursed their babies on demand and rocked them to sleep, which would lead to a fussy, clingy, spoiled baby who would think the world revolved around him/her, OF COURSE I said to myself, "I don't want to have the second baby! I want the first one." I remember taking a breastfeeding class at the hospital where I was going to deliver and even thinking, as they talked to use about feeding on demand, "Oh, Ezzo said that lactation consultants would tell us things like this that simply aren't true...I need to just ignore this advice." After we brought my beautiful, precious newborn son home from the hospital, I was so petrified that he would stop breathing in his sleep that I simply could not sleep, even though I was exhausted. My husband, who is Haitian, immediately put our son in our bed to sleep and I freaked out and refused. He said, "But where else is a little baby supposed to sleep? How are we going to know if he's warm enough or if he needs us? Babies are supposed to sleep right next to their parents!" I said I was too scared, and that we had to put him in the bassinet next to our bed. I had a lot of trouble getting him to nurse once my milk came on that first night home, and I had two lactation consultants come and visit in the following weeks, and I STILL remember thinking, when they gently suggested laying in bed to nurse him and feeding him on demand, that these were exactly the type of people Ezzo had warned me against. We discovered my son had acid reflux and couldn't eat a lot at one feeding; he needed to eat smaller bits more frequently. He woke up every 90 minutes and because I was so convinced that co-sleeping was the worst thing I could do, I would nurse him, and then hold him until he fell asleep (he wouldn't fall asleep on his own, so I figured maybe holding him was the best thing to try, because Ezzo seemed to say that nursing a baby to sleep was the absolute worst thing to do.) I remember calling one of my mom's best friends in hysterical tears one night as I sat in my rocking chair rocking him to sleep, because I was afraid I was creating a terrible habit. This dear woman told me to throw all those ridiculous book away and just rock that sweet baby to sleep, because that's what moms do for their babies, that it was normal, natural, and beautiful for me to do that. I wanted to believe her but I was still wracked with guilt that I was doing it wrong. Those first 6 weeks are a blur of tears of frustration and anger because I could NOT get my baby on any sort of schedule, and he refused to do anything that Ezzo said he should or would. I remember distinctly one morning yelling at him (he must have been maybe 6-8 weeks old?) because he woke up 90 minutes after eating and wanted to nurse again. Based on Ezzo's logic about being in control of naptimes, I should have just left him there to cry, because it wasn't time for him to eat again -- it was still naptime. So I tried it. I put him in his bassinet and let him cry....and thought I was going to throw up. Praise God, my husband came home from work in the middle of all of it and said "What on earth are you doing? This is ridiculous. We are his parents. We're both right here, what does he have parents for if we're not going to go and get him when he cries?" and he pushed past me, and went and grabbed my sweet baby boy and rocked him until he was calm and gave him to me. After that, I gave up on Babywise and just accepted that I was a failure of a mom and obviously just didn't have it in me to be a disciplined person who could get a baby on a schedule. I blamed myself for my son's sleeping and eating habits, but I knew I couldn't keep following the "schedule" Ezzo had told me would work. Then, one night (and I really have to believe this was the Holy Spirit's prompting) I googled, "Baby sleep issues" and Dr. Sears website came up. I read and read and realized "hey! What my son is doing is not that out of the norm AT ALL." I saw someone mention that he was a Christian in another website, and then I found Ezzo.info.....and it was literally like the scales fell from my eyes. Sitting at the kitchen table, reading all of this information about BabyWise, I had a moment of pure relief and joy. My son woke up and, for the first time in his short precious life, I didn't feel guilty about going to nurse him. I felt empowered, I felt like I was free to do what had been tugging at my heart this whole time...I could lavish him with love and cuddles and snuggle and nurse him to my heart's content and I wouldn't ruin him??? Truly, being set free from BabyWise was one of the most liberating experiences of my life. I no longer felt like a failure who just couldn't get with the program. Sleeping, mostly due to my son's acid reflux, was still tricky for us, but I stopped berating myself for it. I started wearing him in a wrap during the day and going out for walks and not worrying at all if he fell asleep in there. We started co-sleeping (he's 21 months now) and still do. I lay down with him to go to sleep at night and he tries out all his words while falling asleep, but "mama" is his favorite. That's how my precious little toddler falls asleep: with me by his side rubbing his tummy, and saying my name. If I had listened to Ezzo, I would be missing out on all of this. BabyWise stole many precious weeks from me in the beginning of my son's life. I wish I could have just loved on him without all the fear that Ezzo put into me about creating a spoiled baby. I am so grateful that I found out the truth about biology and how God created babies to eat and for moms and dads to nurture them; I just wish someone had warned me about BabyWise, or I had been educated enough to see it for what it was, before I had my son.
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03-24-2016, 11:34 AM | #2 |
Rose Garden
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
Wow And your husband's response It shows you how Americanized the Ezzo view is!
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03-24-2016, 03:02 PM | #6 |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
And your husband is a gem!
Oh, and I'm sorry you went through that.
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03-24-2016, 04:16 PM | #7 |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
So good to hear how much more confident you feel second time around
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03-24-2016, 08:29 PM | #8 |
Rose Garden
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
I remember parts of your story! You shared your husband's reactions not just putting your son in a separate room, but the crying it out. He thought both were crazy. It was really helpful for me since I found here right after my daughter was born. I was really going out on a limb with this crazy no schedule thing and running to her as soon as she cried. Your husband calling leaving babies alone is crazy really helped me feel more confident in my choice.
I'm so glad about your daughter. After everything with my daughter, we didn't even try to put our son in another bed. We put in between us and haven't looked back. Turned out to be a good thing since he is certain babies belong with their parents.
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03-24-2016, 09:41 PM | #9 |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
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03-25-2016, 05:24 AM | #10 | |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
Than I you so much for sharing this.
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03-25-2016, 03:09 PM | #11 |
Rose Trellis
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
This.
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03-29-2016, 09:04 PM | #12 |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
I was given that book by family when I had my son. It felt wrong and thankfully an older lady gave me some good advice to ditch the book!
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03-29-2016, 11:39 PM | #13 |
Rose Garden
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
Lord willing, we will all be older ladies that can do that for the next generation of mothers and babies.
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04-13-2016, 02:12 PM | #14 |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
IKR? Listening to Ezzo gives the impression that it's impossible to raise a well-adjusted, healthy baby without separate bedrooms for every child, a clock that tells minutes, and a drop-sided crib. Oh really.
Or, we can avoid the endless aaaaangst over "high-chair manners" that authors like this tend to inflict on nervous first-time parents by...not using a high chair. Problem solved!
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04-13-2016, 06:03 PM | #15 |
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Re: Freedom post-BabyWise
I can't even read Ezzo because if I even read it, the entire time thinking "this is poison" I STILL absorb it and find myself thinking in that direction after reading it. I bought two Ezzo books at a yard sale last Saturday so I could recycle them. I always buy used copies when I see them and I put them in the recycle so no one else can be poisoned, at least not by those copies.
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