I am doing much better and my house is looking much nicer. Took me hours to get the carpeted stairs steam cleaned yesterday. First time in 5 years
Now I am making a plan to go over them once every 2 or 3 months, so much simpler. My kitchen is now almost completey deep cleaned. I am learning how much easier it is to just tackle the job and/or maintain the house rather than letting things slide. Embarrassing that it has taken this long.
I am also decluttering like a mad woman and it is such a burden lifted to get this junk out of the house