We are people on a message board, not the church. If your sister in Christ says to you "I've seen people turn away from God because ( at least in part) of these things", it isn't disallowing it to be talked about. It is a fellow believer saying proceed with caution. If this brings you closer to the creator as it does with myself and others, it is an amazing blessing. Truly.
If it leads you to worship the created instead of the Creator or the energy instead of the Source, I can't have any part of that.
Op, I hope you find what you seek. I don't know your walk well enough to discern which path I would be helping you on. I am quite grieved at those who turned away.
Sort of OT but the majority of my homeopath's entire clientele is made up of believers including Amish and Mennonites. They believe in God and energetic medicine far beyond mainstream medicine.
You are not being silenced. You are being reminded by those who have gone before you that you must approach things with prayer and a willingness to listen.