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Re: Jumping Ship by M. Pearl
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A few nights ago I was reading a journal I wrote when I was 16. I had all these doubts and no one to talk to. I was afraid that if I vocalized those doubts, I would be scorned by my parents and treated as an unbeliever.
I experienced something similar growing up.
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I was terrified that if I told my parents, friends or any one from church that I was throwing up what little food I did eat that they would label me as "prideful" and "sinful" so I suffered to my eating disorder secretly until it almost killed me after I left home. I'd already been branded as the "good child" and I was terrified of what would happen to me if I fell from that pedestal. That whole parenting style just isn't good for kids no matter what their struggle is, ESPECIALLY if its spiritual or mental.
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