Mine were not as punitive and manipulative as Ezzo, but they were still pretty punitive and were into making sure they and not their kids were in charge. I always thought I would do the same until I was about 38 weeks, and well let's just say God intervened pretty strongly.
But yeah, I struggle with abandonment and anger. Along with several other issues and have finally started making connections since finding GCM. It really hit home for me earlier this week when my now crawling eight month old daughter realized I wasn't in the same room as she and came to find me and I remembered my mom telling me about how when I became mobile, she had to chase me down because I avoided human contact like the plague.
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Mom to our angel boy Jay 5/08
our quirky miracle DD Ivy 6/10
mellow miracle DS Jacob 7/15
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