yeah I do know! I dealt with that with number one... then coming here I really felt regretful because I felt like I missed out on so much
sometimes there are times I still feel sad I didnt nurse dd longer, I wonder if this or that has made her have her special issues... on and on. but all I can think of to tell myself, is that its made me even more convicted that I am now doing the right thing
I have been through what those people said to do, and it didnt work. and it made me feel miserable. so I guess I can say that it has helped me become the mother I am today
and just learn from the mistakes, be stronger now and get through it
I think there is a time for mourning what was lost, and dont deny that